A Lost of A Friend

Um hello there. Um I guess its been quite a long time that I haven't been updating my blog. Um sumimasen, guess I have a lot of things that have been going on lately. Yup one of them was a lost of one of my friend though. Um the person did not passed away or anything. Its just that she just left me and a couple of my friends without any reason at all. We still kept wondering about it though but for some reason all hope was lost because we really have lost contact with her.

Before it was not really like this though but after she moved out from her parent's house, she somehow became "wild" and "untamed" because there wasn't anybody to controlled her at that time. There is one time when me and two of my friends saw her with some guy. I don't mind that at all but one thing that really mind is the guy place his hand at her waist. Um that is the first time I ever saw her allowing a man touched her like that. Even my friend was speechless to say about it at all. And on that day, I did not see her at all until the last time I saw her when she came to one of my class. She did not even say any word to any of her friends at all, which is quite disappointing to me to see her being like that.

I've been wondering on what she is doing at her new home so I ended up asking my friend that is living with her. Even her new housemates did not like her at all. A couple of reason is because that she did not even open her mouth to say any word to them at all. She just come and go without a word. They were not satisfied on how she treated them like they weren't there at all. The other one, I guess I have to keep it as a secret for now. So if anyone wonders about it, feel free to asked me about it.

Yup she did not appear in class at all, make her housemates hate her and also disappoint her own friends and her own mother. Her mother was worried sick about her and she seem to not care about it at all. She even used me in her lie saying that I did not show up in Friday classes. To tell the truth, I don't have any classes on Friday except for the lecturer to make it as an extra class. On that time I was pretty upset about it when her mother told me about it. I did not expect for her to say it like that since we have been friends for almost a year and a half now.

The hope that me and my friends have in her became lost as we finally realized that she were only fooling around with some guy and not telling about anything at all. We realized it when she posted a link at Youtube. She seems to be enjoying herself with that man while her friends were having a lot of headache with the assignments, presentation and the forum assignments. On that time, I feel like I would not want to believe on what she wants to say anymore. Even my friends seems to gave up hope on her becoming a person that we know again. Oh well, I guess caring about it would be such a waste of time. I better take care of my friends who do really value friendship.